Monday, 31 May 2010
[Saturday]
everything passed by in a blur.
Unpacking was less of a hassle than I thought, especially when you see the delight on the faces of the gift/souvenir recipients.
Priceless. :)
(Think I went a little overboard with the clothes shopping cuz my wardrobe is on the verge of bursting again. :( Rahhh. Damn you H&M and UNIQLO!)
Slept early for once at 12am. Fatigue can be sustained by bouts of adrenaline rushes, but when the final wave hits you squarely in the face, there is no resistance.
[Sunday]
The next day flew by on the wings of a series of mind-numbing events like uploading the grad trip photos onto Facebook, doing some laundry, etc. Chatted with some friends online before meeting Tang! for dessert-turned-supper. Sent her home at 2am (stupid cockroach! hope you were crushed by the car!) before continuing my Arcane Sanctuary quest, which I could have completed a week ago if not for those latecomers. Grrr. Had to literally tear myself away from the computer at 4am.
Indulging in escapism by engaging in activities that distract you enough to make your mind go blank. All you care about is completing quests, collecting magic items, and destroying whatever that gets in your way.
To put forth an analogy, I think life is like a Goosebumps thriller. Regardless of what choices you make, the endings will always somehow end up like shit, and even the good ones have a catch behind them.
I suppose I have been trained to analyse situations more systematically, and my conclusion is: I have to go through a double T-junction now, and whichever road I take leads to more complicated networks of infrastructure. Now you can hardly blame me for running away. Heh must thank the Counsellor and Tang for their advice though.
During the trip, I got to know about the sorry plight of a particular soul. Don't fret, for I have just the song for you. I have no idea how deep you have fallen into your own hell hole but seriously, GET OVER IT ALREADY. Be a man, do the right thing. :)
"Can't Lose What You Never Had"
[Chorus]
I don't care if you think I'm crazy
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
I've got no fear of losin' you
You can't lose what you never had
Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I've been keepin' it inside feelin' I could die
Now if you turn away baby that's O.K.
At least we'll have a moment
Before you say goodbye
You can't lose what you never had
Saturday, 22 May 2010
Perhaps I am making my life more complicated than it needs and seems to be.
The past is here again to visit,
The present lingers on,
The future brings no hope.
(Tang should understand the meaning behind this.)
Once again,
I have a dream
of staying in a temperate forest (no insects)
with waterfalls, rivers and streams...
Haha back to the old days when my posts only make sense to watakshi.
Sighhh. Shouldn't have crossed the line yesterday......
Friday, 14 May 2010
I need help from husbanie and Tang! :(
In other random news, the new Google logo is damn chio.
Wednesday, 12 May 2010
Of pampering (manicure!),
36 hair pins (unplanned Lady Gaga hair ribbon),
parking at Lucky Plaza when there was complimentary at Marriott
(leading to the 3rd prize win :D),
great music (I have almost all the songs :P),
decent food (wasn't filling enough),
cute waiter (*shy*),
iTouch (hiakhiakhiak!),
endless photo-taking
(don't know who has my photos now cuz I completely forgot to bring a camera
and I conclude: I will never be photogenic + makeup is not for me),
jaggerbomb, Timbre wings & virgin mojito
(I still maintain that Substation sucks)...
Tomorrow? LAN at WCRC!!!
That just about sums up MSE D&D. :)
Next, grad trip to HK!
Looking forward to feasting, sightseeing, shopping and smacking people. ;)
[update]
LAN stamina has improved for people such as sengkeelai and DAES!
Welcome to the club. 5 hours is just the beginning...
Funny how times like this remind you of songs by Stacie Orrico (More To Life) and Carrie Underwood (Starts With Goodbye). Time to stop waking up with a sinking feeling in your gut. Or could it be the pratas yesterday? Hmmm.
Saturday, 8 May 2010
The UBER CHIO Yamaha Modus H01. About SGD 12,000.
Hmmm. Guess I had better get a place of my own first. :(
Insatiable humans, always wanting things that they cannot have. Sighhh. Reminder: stop your nonsense thoughts before they get out of hand...
So we didn't end up in butter eventually, but had a nice girls' night anyway. :)
I wonder, does it really pay to be nice to certain people? In the end they just take you for granted and/or become complacent.
Perhaps I need more time to myself. Feeling extremely dissatisfied with alot of things in general. Gonna migrate to some other place soon.
Friday, 7 May 2010
... and that's what you shall remain - insignificant, unsightly, worthless. :)
Stupid untimely event. -.- Perhaps that could explain the recent moodiness, appetite swings and erratic behaviour.
Too lazy to elaborate on what happened today, except:
Finished the very last paper,
Collected IA cert and lab coat,
Grabbed a quick late lunch,
Proceeded to WCRC to play:
DOTA, L4D2 and TD! :D
Quite happy with the kills, but still need to practise DOTA a whole lot more... :(
Then to some random zi char stall for dinner.
Goals for the next few weeks:
Play Diablo II and complete the damned game,
NOLF2,
Read more books,
Exercise tons (lose weight!!!),
Slack like never before... :P
[it is highly recommended that you skip the following]
An attempt to organize my thoughts. Hmmm.
Graduation looms ahead, an inevitable fate of the rat race candidate. I am lost; my mind's a whirl, and yet, I feel empty. There is no joy in what I am about to face: work.
Finding a job and being in one just makes me depressed already, being:
You have to grow up and stop being a child.
You are at another stage of your life, and one step closer to death.
You will now be another slave to someone, or to the society.
Sucks. I suppose you can get to meet new people, and earn a living to buy/do whatever you desire, but:
People will expect you to get married and have children, in addition to owning a home or whatever material shit is in fashion.
-.- Urm. Let's just say that the idea (especially the former) completely balks me. Maybe my mindset will change next time. It has nothing to do with the King. Just that I don't really like to follow the masses, especially when some are so predictable and complete morons.
Don't get it? Say you walk down a street and see a young couple with 2 children + optional dog and maid. Highly likely that both are working parents because honestly, you can afford a maid? Hah!
LV bag? Check.
Kids are brats? Check.
Maid is some poor creature oppressed by the bitch employer? Check.
Husband has the air of some big shot when he's nothing? Check.
Paying through your nose to look rich? Check.
So on and so forth.
God forbid that I end up like that.
The remaining part shall be continued elsewhere...
Tuesday, 4 May 2010
After countless 3P study sessions at coffee joints with occasional special appearances (no overnight mugging this time), three papers, and a gaming marathon last Friday (L4D2: The Passing in the early afternoon, shopping at PS, then TD till late); all there's left is...
One last paper on Thursday! ^^
Then off to butter on Friday night;
Saturday morning to school to support the King's early presentation (lucky him and Wee),
followed by Hwee Ying's son's birthday celebration...
Heh better finish my slides ASAP. :B
Alright, back to reality. Last chionging session tomorrow with both guest stars DAES and sengkeelai (aka pool master) and the usual 3P at the usual place. :)
Meanwhile, next week beckons... :D
P.S: speaking of "sinful indulgences", I had the weirdest of dreams last night, heh.
Sunday, 2 May 2010
I have decided that I shall not be bothered anymore. Why waste time on something that will never change?
The situation remains the same. However, from now on, my mindset will be different.
APATHY and INDIFFERENCE. Saves you time and energy, which can be better spent on other things.
Lover of mooos, polar bears, domo-kun, kapibarasan & sumikko gurashi.
A simple & happy life
followed by
a quick & painless death.
(In the meantime,
not let thyself go to waste!)
“Politeness is just another form of deceit;
a carefully curated facade to mask one’s true underlying intentions.”
Example:
Kindly fuck off from my personal space.
© Miss Mysterious, 2010
(Gundam Guy)
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